Ineffable Ontological Detanglement .: Introspective Assistance & Mental Analysis Manual
Because you're a weird little goober. Nobody likes you, you weird little goober. This is all a game on you, social games. We're all giggling, this was a well planned well orchestrated event. I've been holding this in on you since the moment we've met, waiting for my moment. Nobody likes you, goober. We see things in you you will simply never see in yourself. Haha you like these aspects of yourself, you'll never see it, you're a weird little goober.
Even in the instance that you were or still are a goober, if the person was a genuine friend these things are never planned. If a person became your friend, a person wanted to become your friend. Sometimes people feel they don't have a choice, in which case yes it's a social game and it's on you, however this person was not a willing participant, they just knew what needed to be done, their options were be with you or go down with you. If they gave you a sorry man they meant it, but, you probably should have left them with that, you shouldn't have kept trying to be their friend, it was over, this is the kind of behaviour that drives people to hate the goober. I personally would say he didn't get to say sorry, that option should not be available to him emotionally, while he may have wanted to make you feel better he was thinking more about making himself feel better. Sometimes, people twist, they're going places you never would have foreseen, they want to hurt you because they want to hurt themselves. Yes, this means the entire time they were holding in an evil little secret, but no they were not waiting for their moment. Now, in childhood, SOMETIMES the games can get really twisted, even the weird little goober can ego elevate themselves above the kind of person who would ever initiate a friendship in hopes of betraying, this popular girl likely currently resides in a mental institution. If she doesn't literally, in a lot of ways she probably does figuratively metaphorically. There's a weird little social barrier thing going on in these early days of childhood, these people are not actually as popular as they think they are... Take a look at your school days, do you remember anybody outside of the five girls who deemed themselves popular that ever actually liked this girl? She's probably still living in her own little world of beloved. "Lalalalala... I know all the other forty three year old fifteen year olds are with me on declaring our egos on the forty three year old fifteen year old goobers. We do cool people things like gaslighting and gangstalking and microwave thought manipulation."